Trying to calm myself by listening to the radio.It helps though.Closing my eyes as i think of the future ahead of me. Thinking of the things that i want to achieve in life. All the things that seem to be clearer to me as i imagined myself all grown up and having an independent life. I'm certainly not going to depend on my parents all my life. Snapped back to reality. Suddenly i was back to who i am, not the grown up me.I'm back to me.The present me. Yeah sure, if i want to achieve my dreams i've got to stop dreaming and work hard for it. Now did i realised that all the naggings that i've been constantly hearing all the time,is worth it. I smiled as i know that those people are nagging for a reason. That reason is to talk some sense to me. I'm glad to be surrounded by concerned people who are worried about the way i'm living my life.
Thanks. Although i don't thank them much for being important to me , i certaintly appreciate the love and affection that they had showered me with.The endless naggings of my mom.The endless concern by my dad about how i'm living my life . The endless naggings of my brothers asking me to stop fooling around and concentrate on my studies.The pleasure of having such great friends surrounding me.The persistent concern of my teachers asking me to be more bold in giving out orders in classroom time.
My Thoughts.The thought of keeping the right level of noise in class.My position as a vice-chairman;Have i did much for my class?Have i helped my teachers that much?Have i been there for my fellow classmates?My entusiasm and the effort i've put in my fav cca,red cross.The thought of helping those around me who are in need for help.Always being there when someone's being down.My passion of volunteering.Having the pleasure and satisfaction of knowing that i've done something good.The thought of suddenly crying infront of people.Fear of expressing myself to people.Fear of the feelings..that are hard to explain.The horrible feeling that i feel;missing my beloved grandma.
My Family.Always there for me. Especially my parents. No matter how stubborn or how naughty i've been,they are always patient with my behaviour and had supported me in every sense.Always there for me and my siblings no matter how busy they are. Love you guys.
My friends. Besides my family,my friends certainly played an important role in my life. I've learnt to appreciate each one of my friends as each day passed by.Always there no matter what.Through thick or thin,always there to listen to my jokes and being there for me.Love you guys too. Reflection There's just so much things that i haven't done.Too much. As i opened my eyes and reflected back on the things that i've done these days,i'm not that satisfied with the way i do things. I simply take a long time to finish an easy task. I truly regret this. I'm going to change for the better.I'll focus more in things in life that is important instead of wasting my life away.
wake me up when september ends here comes the rain again falling from the sky drenched in my memories i'll never forget ...
Sunday, June 12, 2005
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Trying to calm myself by listening to the radio.It helps though.Closing my eyes as i think of the future ahead of me. Thinking of the things that i want to achieve in life. All the things that seem to be clearer to me as i imagined myself all grown up and having an independent life. I'm certainly not going to depend on my parents all my life. Snapped back to reality. Suddenly i was back to who i am, not the grown up me.I'm back to me.The present me. Yeah sure, if i want to achieve my dreams i've got to stop dreaming and work hard for it. Now did i realised that all the naggings that i've been constantly hearing all the time,is worth it. I smiled as i know that those people are nagging for a reason. That reason is to talk some sense to me. I'm glad to be surrounded by concerned people who are worried about the way i'm living my life.
Thanks. Although i don't thank them much for being important to me , i certaintly appreciate the love and affection that they had showered me with.The endless naggings of my mom.The endless concern by my dad about how i'm living my life . The endless naggings of my brothers asking me to stop fooling around and concentrate on my studies.The pleasure of having such great friends surrounding me.The persistent concern of my teachers asking me to be more bold in giving out orders in classroom time.
My Thoughts.The thought of keeping the right level of noise in class.My position as a vice-chairman;Have i did much for my class?Have i helped my teachers that much?Have i been there for my fellow classmates?My entusiasm and the effort i've put in my fav cca,red cross.The thought of helping those around me who are in need for help.Always being there when someone's being down.My passion of volunteering.Having the pleasure and satisfaction of knowing that i've done something good.The thought of suddenly crying infront of people.Fear of expressing myself to people.Fear of the feelings..that are hard to explain.The horrible feeling that i feel;missing my beloved grandma.
My Family.Always there for me. Especially my parents. No matter how stubborn or how naughty i've been,they are always patient with my behaviour and had supported me in every sense.Always there for me and my siblings no matter how busy they are. Love you guys.
My friends. Besides my family,my friends certainly played an important role in my life. I've learnt to appreciate each one of my friends as each day passed by.Always there no matter what.Through thick or thin,always there to listen to my jokes and being there for me.Love you guys too. Reflection There's just so much things that i haven't done.Too much. As i opened my eyes and reflected back on the things that i've done these days,i'm not that satisfied with the way i do things. I simply take a long time to finish an easy task. I truly regret this. I'm going to change for the better.I'll focus more in things in life that is important instead of wasting my life away.
wake me up when september ends here comes the rain again falling from the sky drenched in my memories i'll never forget ...
