Am having one right now.Well not only one, but many of them in my mind at the moment. I'm just wondering to myself why is it that everytime i've planned something in advanced,that plan would turned out bad in the end or it would simply get ditched and a new idea would arrive to save me from all the complications in this ugly,horrible world?
Why can't they just spare me from all of this just for this once?Hmph...And this is what they meant by being fair? Tough luck.I don't even see a glimpse of hope heading towards my way starting from just now.Zilch.Not even a tiny light which could turn everything around.
As for tomorrow, there's a whole lot more complications to handle.Why is it that my parents like to give us all surprise trips to ulu places?!Gawd.If only i am older like my brothers,would i be able to get away from the clutches of their protective wings.Corrections, over-protective is the best way to describe this whole situation.
Oh well. I'm not sure whether i'm going ahead with them or sticking to my old plans. Telling them that i'm not going is so going to take a lot of courage.Haha...i'm not afraid to ask just that the answer must be like a bee's sting.
I guess it's all up to destiny to show me the path.As for the answer about tomorrow's plans, i seriously have no stinking cowdung clue about it.Well not yet.But there's still hope; nothing is impossible if you believe.
As for now, the best thing to do is to just continue reading my books. Nothing fascinating than waiting for the adventure which are in stores for me in such an ugly-looking cover.
ps: Such a lame and dramatic post.Haha!!It's fun to post something like this sometimes out of the blue. (:
pps: the time now is 5.15pm.(:Beep.Hahahaha!!
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
{ 5:15 PM on 'Doubts.' }
Am having one right now.Well not only one, but many of them in my mind at the moment. I'm just wondering to myself why is it that everytime i've planned something in advanced,that plan would turned out bad in the end or it would simply get ditched and a new idea would arrive to save me from all the complications in this ugly,horrible world?
Why can't they just spare me from all of this just for this once?Hmph...And this is what they meant by being fair? Tough luck.I don't even see a glimpse of hope heading towards my way starting from just now.Zilch.Not even a tiny light which could turn everything around.
As for tomorrow, there's a whole lot more complications to handle.Why is it that my parents like to give us all surprise trips to ulu places?!Gawd.If only i am older like my brothers,would i be able to get away from the clutches of their protective wings.Corrections, over-protective is the best way to describe this whole situation.
Oh well. I'm not sure whether i'm going ahead with them or sticking to my old plans. Telling them that i'm not going is so going to take a lot of courage.Haha...i'm not afraid to ask just that the answer must be like a bee's sting.
I guess it's all up to destiny to show me the path.As for the answer about tomorrow's plans, i seriously have no stinking cowdung clue about it.Well not yet.But there's still hope; nothing is impossible if you believe.
As for now, the best thing to do is to just continue reading my books. Nothing fascinating than waiting for the adventure which are in stores for me in such an ugly-looking cover.
ps: Such a lame and dramatic post.Haha!!It's fun to post something like this sometimes out of the blue. (:
