Just when i thought everything is over, it took a 180 degress turn and KEBABOOM! we're back in square one. *sighs*
Oh god. How i wish i could just take a knife and stab my arm with it. How i wish that i could just eat popcorns and sit infront of the holy tv without having anything to think about. How i wish -insert names- could have at least contributed in the first place and all this shit would not even happen. But sadly, it did not happen like what i wanted it to be. No point killing -insert names-.
I'VE LEARNT A LESSON.
Slogged countless hours and efforts just to prepare and get the stuffs ready and what did i get?! Fucking hell. Darn. When i do my reflection, i got even more frusfrated.
LET BYGONES BE BYGONES.
We shall move on.
But promise me something, people. Don't repeat the same mistakes. Let's help each other out. I'm willing to sacrifice countless hours again and heck even my remaining holidays with you all. Just promise me that you all would not bail out on me again. Let's stick together. We should be setting a good example. So why wait? Let's start now.
Just one more thing.
Promise me that you would all listen and co-operate, cos' seriously, i am sick and tired of repeating myself like a bloody idiot.
This time round, just be honest with each other and if you really don't know what to do, just tell me. I don't mind repeating myself like a bloody idiot but at least you all would know what i'm talking about.
My friends, you can stop apologizing to me. I forgive you all and let us start on our proposal as soon as possible.
Just for you all to know, i've already planned out the battle plan for our meetings and all. So when i spread the message just circulate it around and motivate each other to come.
Lastly, let us start anew. (:
So be happy, kay ? Don't be sad anymore.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
{ 9:35 PM on '' }
-Confession time.-
To be read by the Sec 3s Future NCOs.
Just when i thought everything is over, it took a 180 degress turn and KEBABOOM! we're back in square one. *sighs*
Oh god. How i wish i could just take a knife and stab my arm with it. How i wish that i could just eat popcorns and sit infront of the holy tv without having anything to think about. How i wish -insert names- could have at least contributed in the first place and all this shit would not even happen. But sadly, it did not happen like what i wanted it to be. No point killing -insert names-.
I'VE LEARNT A LESSON.
Slogged countless hours and efforts just to prepare and get the stuffs ready and what did i get?! Fucking hell. Darn. When i do my reflection, i got even more frusfrated.
LET BYGONES BE BYGONES.
We shall move on.
But promise me something, people. Don't repeat the same mistakes. Let's help each other out. I'm willing to sacrifice countless hours again and heck even my remaining holidays with you all. Just promise me that you all would not bail out on me again. Let's stick together. We should be setting a good example. So why wait? Let's start now.
Just one more thing.
Promise me that you would all listen and co-operate, cos' seriously, i am sick and tired of repeating myself like a bloody idiot.
This time round, just be honest with each other and if you really don't know what to do, just tell me. I don't mind repeating myself like a bloody idiot but at least you all would know what i'm talking about.
My friends, you can stop apologizing to me. I forgive you all and let us start on our proposal as soon as possible.
Just for you all to know, i've already planned out the battle plan for our meetings and all. So when i spread the message just circulate it around and motivate each other to come.
