Thursday, November 12, 2009
{ 10:16 PM on '' }
i need to pick myself up. i need to be strong. i can have all the fucked up moments in life but ultimately, it all depends on how i get myself together. right now, i'm in a really fucked up state. i feel like screaming but i just don't have the energy to even bother. why even bother? it was a mistake and it just proves to be one. maybe i'm not like the others. i just hate myself for being so fucking weak.
in times like this do i have the strong fucking urge to simply light a puff.drown the sorrows away. away from all these shit. i'm not going to be that stupid ever again.
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