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Tuesday, May 18, 2010
{ 9:12 PM on '' } and so i realized that i need a channel to vent everything out. everything's so hectic these days. like everything's happening so fast and it seems like i have little control over certain things. i really hate it when i can't control my emotions. and i really hate it more when someone sees me crying like a big baby. i really don't like to show my vulnerability to the whole world but there's so much a person can take. like these 2 months haven't been the smooth-sailing period and finally it all came to me. and it had to fuckingly be at a time when there's a lot of people around. and while i was watching the loser telly in the freaking relaxing room. fuck shit. i really hate it when strangers come up to me to offer me tissue as a form of consoling. fine, i realized that i'm very very egoistic when it comes to expressing myself but why must it be so sudden and when i was watching cartoon?! fuck. now i'm so ashamed to go into that room. they'd probably think that i'm one hormonal teenager who cries over a stupid cartoon show. fml. it gets quite depressing having to hear all sorts of comments from people who are so fucked up. seriously i never felt so pissed ever before and yes i did scream but when i think back, what for. those are just some fucked up assholes. urgh. mf. i am so pissed now that i think if i continue i might just let out a string of vulgarities. if only i didnt pick up that call just now. sighs. life sucks.=( |
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 NAQEAH 08ohthree. 09A1((: prssrcy;mohawks(: DELTA! M.I.N.E.S =D aliens of the aliens. bob the psychopath b.i.h organisation i am what i am. randomness generates everything. |